i dunno how to delete this: October 2012

Caught up in a rollercoaster with nobody by my side,

just going along with the ride.

Watching as the day fades to night and my life goes by. Never would’ve thought

I’d end up this way, never would’ve thought

I’d have to pay for every single mistake.

Now my worlds at stake and I'm left with heart ache. Living life as a fake, picking up pieces of a heart that I didn’t mean to break. Every step I take keeps turning out to be the wrong move now I don’t know what to do. Drowning my sorrows and regrets I’m putting all I got on this last bet. I got to take this chance take this risk for its all I have damn I don’t want to ruin this. Choosing my words carefully. Nervous on the inside, chill on the outside. Every sentence I say sounds wrong. Your eyes looking at me, piercing through my skin.

Strange, strange, strange, strange, strange?

Strange, weird, I don’t even know oh oh,

How this whole story goes, all I know is.

I woke up this morning in my basement,

Yeah it was super crazy.

I saw these creatures, ones I can’t explain.

The monsters under my bed, and the demons in my head well they got loose.

Now there coming through.

I’m trying to fight them.

Blade in hand ya gotta understand I didn’t plan for this it dang it just happened.

Now listen to what I’m saying, no I’m not playing games.

Bashing at them with my sword, there I was.

All brave, and strong, and tough.

But it wasn’t enough so I had to level up.

Yeah so then I ran to my best friends for help and then guess what we started to fight all of them, smashing, crashing, hitting hard.

Now don’t accuse me of things I didn’t mean to do.

Well To be honest I read this book of spells and I had nightmares but I wasn’t aware of what dreams were really capable of.

So now the whole neighborhood is at stake

So now I need the best weapons money can make. Yeah I know but I have so little control over this situation so wait let me give u a good explanation. I created something unusual. Very odd, ultra strange, utterly insane.

I made a monster,

A monster,

Yes I said a monster

What you don’t believe me?

Well look out the window,

Tell me what you see?

The whole city is completely insane,

And now the zombies are gonna eat our brains.

Don’t you see the Monsters?

Every single one hungry for blood.

So hand me a sword, and I’ll cut the cord of sanity for now all we have is anarchy.

Yes the monsters are loose,

Now they’re coming for you.

Listen I’d love to stay and chat but I really have to kill the mutant bats.

Yes and the over-sized goose is loose.

Now bye I really have things to do.

Daggers flying through the air,

Their shooting bullets everywhere.

Me and my friends side by side nothing to hide.

Well save the world.

Yes the world.

Please try to see my point of view through.

We’re just a couple kids trying to get through all of this.

We aren’t old in fact we’re very young.

We won’t be on the run, no we rather stay and have our fun.

Bashing, smashing, crashing

All the monsters.

Yes the monsters.

The monsters I by accidentally created.