Thursday, January 31, 2013

So far.

Well okay so this is what has happened so far in my lovely little life.

I asked Daniel out and he told me he didn't want a girlfriend. The dude is sixteen or like fifteen ... old enough to have a girl! And recently i don't know if i like Mario or not. He is my friend and all i can't say really. Then i see him talk to Vanessa Rico. She's beautiful and shes nice and quiet and funny and sometimes depressing and dark. But Mario is punk and he doesn't believe in being happy. i like him  a lot though i'll never tell him for my friendship might mean more than my own feelings. Then my best friend Lupe is so weird. She copies everything i do okay, and she wants to be like me. ...Why?!?! i have no clue but she is always observing me and all my actions and doings. She can be a total BITCH though. And Marbella well she's my other best friend and she cares about me and knows me well. Then there's my small crush on a guy named Julio that i used to talk to. I will never talk to him though. Then my friend  Jimmy always hugs me , which is cool but his hugs are tight and warm and horribly intimate. he hugs me and doesnt want to let go. But he at some point totally friendzoned me .

Boys= No bueno, many problems dudes.
Friends= Confusing and odd, but they're still your friends.
High School= Possibly a torture chamber with many benefits.
Bros ( friends who are guys)= in the end you develop feelings for them.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

unfinished song: One last Chance


Caught up in a rollercoaster with nobody by my side,

 just going along with the ride.
 
 Watching as the day fades to night and my life goes by. Never would’ve thought
 I’d end up this way, never would’ve thought
 I’d have to pay for every single mistake.
 Now my worlds at stake and I'm left with heart ache. Living life as a fake, picking up pieces of a heart that I didn’t mean to break. Every step I take keeps turning out to be the wrong move now I don’t know what to do. Drowning my sorrows and regrets I’m putting all I got on this last bet. I got to take this chance take this risk for its all I have damn I don’t want to ruin this. Choosing my words carefully. Nervous on the inside, chill on the outside. Every sentence I say sounds wrong. Your eyes looking at me, piercing through my skin.

 
 Hoping.
Dreaming.
Believing.
Wishing.
For one Chance...
To prove them wrong.

stereo hearts by gym class heroes


picture i took


Tuesday, October 2, 2012

More song lyrics to be posted soon.

     I want to make more songs soon right now i just got half of some of the songs so yeah i don't think I should post until they're done. <3